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[Jun. 14th, 2006|05:18 am] |
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Mkay, just sat here typing a long entry, having one of my mini breakdowns, pouring my heart out onto the screen, and then it didnt post... i give up... im going to bed... its 5:30am and im an emotional trainwreck i dont know if i can take trying to put that all into words again right now, maybe later. ~Amy |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|06:48 pm] |
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So I ended up sleeping with Matt again... and it confused the heck out of me, i thought i was over him, didnt want him anymore, until i hung out with him again, and he can still make me smile with no effort, he can still make me laugh when i m in the shittiest of moods. I talked to him, and he said that us having sex again shouldn't have happened, that he still isnt completly over drea, and he doesnt want to get into a relationship with me again until he is, he told me he cares about me too much to hurt me again. Im not mad at him, I knew he was a lot more drunk than I was, but there were certain indications that he was sober enough to know what he was doing, he remembers it, he told me he is sorry if this causes me any pain, well im sorry yes it does, but i wont tell him that, he takes everything so personally, he feels like he has to be the one that makes everyone happy. im sorry that is too much for anyone. I have to go right now I will rant more later |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|06:46 pm] |
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Well I guess I will actually use this thing, I got it cause Ashly made hers friends only, but i might as well use it. |
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